Author: Rutta
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When Rest isn’t Rest Anymore
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I used to think if I just slept better, I’d feel better. So, when I started waking up tired even after a full night of uninterrupted sleep, I was confused. And honestly, a little irritated. I did everything “right.” I went to bed. I stayed asleep. No late-night scrolling. And…
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Holding Grief in the Body: A Personal Journey
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There’s a kind of heaviness that sneaks up on you in your 40s. The kind that settles quietly into your shoulders, your jaw, your chest, even behind your eyes. It’s the experience of holding grief in the body. For a long time, I didn’t have a name for it. I…
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The Slow Becoming
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A quiet unraveling. A gentle awakening. A woman in midlife finally hearing her own voice again.
